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21 Oct 2019 12:34 PDT
Read your stuff loved it!
First off, I read your story Just A Bedwetter and aaaaaaa! I love it! Also read your latest journal and I really liked your stance on MAP. I-I kinda have always been one I think... I really like cub artwork and stories. Honestly I'm really ashamed to admit it, so maybe we could talk? Because you obviously won't judge. Whatever, thanks for the great stories!
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21 Oct 2019 12:46 PDT
Re: Read your stuff loved it!
Of course. I'm always down to talk. I might be a bit slow to respond, though because I don't really get any sort of notification for IB messages, besides the orange thing in the corner. I prefer to use Tox for instant communication.
There's no need to be ashamed. There's nothing wrong with what we feel. It's probably best not to act in it irl, with the laws being as they are, but that's a totally separate thing.
I'm glad that you liked Just a Bedwetter. It's one of my favorite stories I've written.
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21 Oct 2019 17:05 PDT
I understand, I take a ton of time to respond too. I am pretty ashamed of it though... I've cut myself over it, I really wanna die because I just feel like an abnormal monster. I've always felt out of place, this just gives me a reason why. I'm scared to tell almost anyone, you know anyone else on this sight who's gone through the same thing?
I feel like trash thinking about it now... Why was I born like this? I really am a fuck up. Thanks for actually caring.
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21 Oct 2019 17:14 PDT
I don't really know of anyone who's faced those sorts of issues because of it. I'm sorry that I can't really relate to beating myself up over it like that, but I'd like to reiterate that there's nothing to be ashamed of, and there's no reason to die over it.
People are just born with different attractions. The only really healthy thing you can do is take it in stride, and do the best to be true to yourself without getting into trouble, or hurting anybody.
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22 Oct 2019 15:51 PDT
I've been around roarey raccoon because I like his art, and like on his discord... But I feel out of place, and everyone in the politics channel is always trashing on people like you who say it's okay to be a pedo. I'm still there because art, but it's like everywhere I go I'm a monster. I just know everyone would rather have me dead because of what I think. Sometimes I think they're right.
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22 Oct 2019 15:56 PDT
Yes, unfortunately there are many who do wish harm on people like us, but there are also some nice people out there.
In reality, I think that people around cub stuff are more likely to be vocally anti-pedo, because it helps get suspicion off of them. Thankfully, not everyone's lke that.
The world wouldn't be better off if you were dead. The people who wish harm on others are the truly bad ones.
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24 Oct 2019 18:54 PDT
Hey, are you alright? I haven't heard from you in a couple days.
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25 Oct 2019 03:30 PDT
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25 Oct 2019 03:36 PDT
Nothing sad about that.
If you need someone to talk to, I'm available. I admit I don't think I'm very good at talking about this type of stuff, but I do my best.
Unfortunately, some people are just assholes, but even if it seems like most people hate you, or what you believe, some people, like me, don't.
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26 Oct 2019 12:02 PDT
Are you sure you don't hate me? I feel deserving of hate all the time.
Maybe I should just wear a shirt saying I'm a pedo so people can hate me as soon as they see me.
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26 Oct 2019 19:54 PDT
Yes, I'm sure I don't hate you. No matter what people may think, you are not deserving of hate just because you're a pedo.
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27 Oct 2019 07:00 PDT
You're making me feel a lot better about this. Thanks.
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27 Oct 2019 07:01 PDT
You're welcome. No one deserves to feel like shit, and there's really nothing to be ashamed of.
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01 Nov 2019 14:52 PDT
No one will miss me if I'm gone. I'm worthless.
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01 Nov 2019 15:07 PDT
You're not worthless. I know for a fact that I'd miss ypu if xou were gone.
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01 Nov 2019 15:12 PDT
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01 Nov 2019 16:55 PDT
Because you seem like a genuinly nice person, and I like seeing something from you in my inbox. You're just really hard on yourself. Unfortunatly being as we are there will always be people who hate us. We just can't waste energy on them (unless you enjoy "debating" them as I do). We need to focus on those who accept us as we are.
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06 Nov 2019 08:12 PST
I'm called a faggot wherever I go. I'm really loosing the will to live.
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06 Nov 2019 08:26 PST
Well, anyone who would call you a "faggot" and mean it like it's a bad thing is an immature asshole not worth your time.
If you are gay, then just own it. It's hard to insult someone for something they're not bothered about being. Of course some asshole will still do it, but like I said, they're not worth your time.
Luckily, in the furry community, homosexuality is pretty much universally accepted. The other stuff (being a pedo or whatever), not so much unfortunately, but there are people such as myself and my friends who manage to be "out and proud" about that here on IB. I wouldn't reccomend being out about it irl, but here on IB, if you make sure you're really hard to dox, it would be okay.
Unfortunately, people will hate you, even here, but it's best to focus on the people who don't hate you; the people who are actually the same way, and understand the struggle. Those are the people you should be looking to be friends with, not people who would stab your back if they found out.
Anyway, I do really like you as a person (what I know of you at least), and enjoy talking to you. I'd lack for us to be able to get to know eachother better.
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06 Nov 2019 12:01 PST
Thanks. Means a lot to me.
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06 Nov 2019 16:31 PST
You're very much so welcome.
So, what types of things do you like, in terms of movies music and other entertainment?
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06 Nov 2019 18:16 PST
I like lots of games, and movies. Lots of Nintendo owo
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06 Nov 2019 19:48 PST
Cool. I don't really play games (I actually like to say I'm too lazy for video games, as funny as that sounds), but if I did it'd probably be Nintendo stuff. I do like movies, though. What are some of your fave movies and games?
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07 Nov 2019 03:38 PST
I like lots of movies. Big fan of back to the Future, and love Harry Potter.
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07 Nov 2019 03:48 PST
Those are pretty decent. Personally, I'm a big fan of animated kids movies. I think Zootopia is one of the best movies to come out recently, and some others I like include Over the Hedge, the Nut Job, and (the original) 101 Dalmatians.
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07 Nov 2019 12:17 PST
I love to jerk off while zootopia plays in the background. I feel like a bab when I lay back and watch those movies.
I wish I had some diapers to wear and maybe a vibrating buttplug.
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07 Nov 2019 12:24 PST
Fun stuff. I haven't gotten to play around with anything like that either, as much as I'd like too. I'm 21, but I still live with my family, and live pretty much the same as I did as a teen.
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07 Nov 2019 12:36 PST
Yeah. Nick Wilde is hooot. I'd love to fuck him in diapers and stuff owo.
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07 Nov 2019 12:37 PST
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07 Nov 2019 12:40 PST
So, I'd love to chat with something a bit better than IB PMs, but the only thing I'm any good at replying on is something called Tox. It's a desktop app (qtox or utox), but there's also an Android app called antox if you're on mobile.
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07 Nov 2019 12:45 PST
Okay. I'll download it now
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07 Nov 2019 12:47 PST
Here's my ID:
C02F78846F0B7124CEB9567DE9FB89AE65B895F36BF3F0B59310E64661F6E4405A6AF9EE667C
Yeah, they are that long, but it's pretty easy to add someone.
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