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07 Jun 2020 09:25 PDT
Dealing with haters
Hey, I cant help but feel curious about you, im amazed how open and honest you are about your darkest side. It seems to me that people who hate you don't get to you and they just give up and move on. Im sitting here thinking "How on earth does he do that? :o" I've dealt with haters before and I feel destroyed by them, not only because of what they said and did to me but the fact that I "grew up" and forgot how to have fun and be myself and succumbed to societies ways, it made me absolutely miserable. I don't think im a pedo myself but I feel as if I went through a curious phase of it though, it wore off when I grew older though and I think this happened only because I faced the fact I might have a large issue instead of running from or trying to hide it.

Im leaving this community v soon and moving onto university, but i've this parlaying fear of not failure, but succeeding and then my haters destroying my success all over again :( I was tricked into dating a minor back in 2008 who told me she was 17 (She was actually 10) and she played this trick with at least 4 other grown adults, this event is something im finding very difficult to get over and I wish it just never happened, like I could just wipe the slate clean and nobody knew about it. (I never went to jail and havent spoken to the bitch in over 6 years though) Yeah, I don't normally tell people I just met things like this, I guess I just find someone who's open about their problems v brave though
 
 
 
 
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